Well, i'm posting this cuz i'm bored outta my mind. Actually no, I've found back some things important. Was chatting with 2 frens from sec sch and JC respectively,(actually this were 2 gals i pursue in those days,haha).They will be named A for sec sch wan and B for JC wan. Ms A is now happily attached, hope to be hearing wedding bells soon haha.She going for internship soon. Anyway all the best. Ms B is going away to Aussie for studies. From talking to them, i remembered something really important, esp talking to Ms B. I dun really talk about my past wan. But this is some good stuff. Obviously they both rejected me,(if not i wun be single rite, but i dun care abt tat). I used my pursuit of Ms B's story for councelling one of my frens. I still think she is beautiful and vivacious and winsome and so on. Strangely i seem to have forgotten tat as the years went by. Also thx to sum of my frens tat were trying to lift me up, they put her down.(I'm quite upset at tat)And also worst of all, i think after so many times of their chanting, i actually believed them. SO sry Somebody once said that when u like someone(wun use Love, dun wanna cheapen its meaning, overused already), u'll become irrational. You'l think about her and cry when not reciprocated. You'll feel miserable and such. Well, to a certain extend I agree, not the crying part nor the miserable part. I told someone that love is irrational, and she disagreed with me. Well, it depends on how u view it. Seung Hoon knows how irrational i become. For no apparent reason i will suddenly smile to myself, grinning from ear to ear. What i think is, Love is irrational. It makes no sense why u are so happy. Even when the hardest trials come, even if she rejects you, you'll still be happy knowing she is happy. One of the reason why i recovered so fast, was tat i found my happiness looking at her smile.(okok, I'm quite weak for tat i agree.) Even when in the water, when coach scolds, when i had muscle aches or injuries, they disappear when i see her then, so u tell me if tis is irrational. Fatigue goes, stamina becomes insane, strength doubles,haha i super drama rite, but it is true. How can i say how irrational it is? well, Nothing else matters, You'll just be so happy that it makes no sense. I just become a better person then. I love what I am when I am with her. Of cuz, now i remember why i fell for her in the first place. She has this amazing thing when she smiles, her pupils light up, expressing the joy within. Her personality would melt me. Its the Joy I find in her. Now, I know it's impossible, but I wish her all the best in her future. I wish her the Joy she gave me then. To conquer everything, so much so that nothing else matters. To all out there, I hope u will one day find someone who does what Ms B does to me. That The Joy will just overflow such that nothing else matters. Of cuz, now i still have such joy and more. I get it from people dear to me.
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Primary School(92-97)
Presbyterian High School (98-2001)
Pioneer Junior College (2002-2003)
2 yrs lost in time
Nus Fass(2006-
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