29th February-Something that occurs every 4 years. Heee, i'm grinning nonstop for the whole day. Had so much Fun and joy today, hehe.
Went Ice-skating with dawndawn todae, heee haha i nvr did it b4 nor have i bladed, haha sry u had to see the super klutz in me. Fell umpteen times and also hehe almost hit u a few times=P haha knocked into u once. Hee super fun and nice place. hehe u look so graceful with ur spins( a few of them at least) muahahaha. Heeee the kids there so cute and all better than me muahahahahaha.
Thanks for helping choose spectacles, haha i noe i super mafan and also not much opinion. Heee, sorry took up so much of your time. haha but if i choose, i'll choose bk my old pattern wan then not nice =P Hehe i'm horrible at getting things for myself, only good at helping others choose =P
Haha the show was also good. Although not nice the story cuz trying to b nice but not, but the company was superb. Hehe can't believe we finished the popcorn and lemon tea.=P
Heee, thanks, i thank God everyday that I have a fren in you. i noe we're both super busy and also always have funny things happening around, but Amen to what we both agree on, that God's promise and reassurance is all that we need. God Bless You my treasured(11 means treasured, haha no more reminders) friend
Drove mum to and from work today. On the way home and on the way to fetch her, I was just praying and singing praises to the Lord most high. My heart was filled with peace and also rejoicing. Didnt notice the joy initially, but the peace was obvious cuz somehow even though there were a lot of dangerous encounters by motorist who are obviously in a rush, i was totally oblivious to them, i just cared about worshipping my God, who in honouring Him, kept me safe and at peace.
Went for Prayer meeting in church today,(fri cell cancelled for this). On the way there, was worshipping and preparing my heart. Great fantastic time. Again peace and joy, some thoughts came to distract me, but my God will protect me and He kept my focus on Him, the most high. In church, great time of worshipping again. Tongues flowed melodiously and beautifully, my feet were dancing and my hands painting marvels of splendor to my God. I didnt even realise i moved quite a seat away. Next, when we got down to prayer for specific ministry and development in the church, again the favour of the Lord was upon me. I didn'tt know wat to pray, but i just started praying in the spirit, then His words filled my lips. I was surprised at how God filled me with all the right words.
Contrary to how most people view praying in the spirit, it is not just for personal edification. In the Bible, it is written that other than personal edification, it is used to speak of wonderful things, prophesy and also spiritual warfare. When we pray with our physical mouths, we pray of things we know or are concerned for. When we pray with our spirit, we pray for so much more. The Holy Spirit knows Godly things and when we pray in the spirit, our spirit and the Holy spirit are interceding for us and others around. We may not know what to pray, but the Holy Spirit would and would fill us with the wisdom and knowledge of what to pray. More specifically, you will pray for specific things in a person's life. ie. after a while of praying in the spirit, the Holy Spirit would fill u with wisdom and then u would pray in physical tongues about a specific area to bless others and yourself. We pray in the spirit for things we do not see. That is why it is Faith and that is why things happen that would marvel us beyond anything we have ever seen.
Yesterday, All my troubles seem so far away... Just Kidding. Went to sch yest to do proj, didnt settle much stuff for either. Came up with lotsa funny stuff with my CHild Lang Grp, they decided to come my place then to Ps's place later tmr to "play" with his kid.
Was super blur yesterday, low blood sugar I think, resolved liao. Was a bitz faint b4 i went sch. So blurblur 1 day past, haa was on way home frm Vivo then funny thing happened. Got off at Dhobi Ghaut then supposed to go NE line, but i sat down on the chair to pray and rest, then dun noe y i zoned out then when the train came, i waanted to board it only to realise tat it's headed bk to Vivo. After which walked to NE line and took the rite train. Fell asleep and slept all the way back, I think my knees kept knocking against the leg of the lady sitting beside. Yeps i was tat poofed, and nope i was not trying to be a chee ko peh.
Whole family was out at nitez, so spent the time watching TV alone and drinking HOt Chocolate to up my sugar level(i dun have much reserves u c) After family came bk, while i was reading Bible, Mum complained of weird noise in her toilet. I went to check then locate noise as pipe in sink leaking badly. Strange tat there was no valve there(cuz dad usually make sure everyting shiptight), anyways have to switch off the mains. Then proceeded to tape the pipe first, then mum realised got 1 sink we no use, then i decided to replace the pipe with tat. Tools used--Monkey Plyer, Adjustable Spanner(aka Monkey Wrench). Haha everything Monkey Bleah=P. Forgot to turn off valve of spare sink in my toilet b4 oning the mains, so me toilet flooded, mum noticed(i was in her toilet, my toilet is near the mains but far frm mum's)off mains, i go check then off valve then on mains. 1x Victory over plumbing.
Anyways Thank God everything repaired liao. Yepsie. Oh and my pipe dreams here have nth to do with impossible lofty dreams=P i do have 1 lar but none of ur business=P
It's time to rejoice and know that God is good. I'm learning more and more to juz give thanks for all that happen and also to just depend on God. When temptations and other nonsense come, time to stop and pray. As my father would say,"flush them all out with your tongues, for God would provide" Yeps, for those who have not received the baptism of the Holy Spirit, can also flush out by reading the Bible and Praying, which is also what i'm doing.=) "Resist the devil and he shall flee from you"
Today was another productive day. Read 2 readings for lang and internet, although these are for my project. Swept the floor, walked the dog, vacuumed the rug, rummaged through my NS stuff, cleaned fan, cooked dinner. Haha my mum and sis were super touched by me cooking dinner, although only 1 dish and rice cuz got leftovers, cuz i didnt eat. REally thank God for a chance to serve them. Hee i though i burnt 1 leaf of a vegetable(left it too near the side of the wok), but apparently not in the dish. Sis enjoyed it cuz i used very little oil and max taste and Mum finished everything, haha she always does when i cook, which is quite rare, cuz when got 4 chefs in the house, i dun fite with the rest to cook =P
Tmr gonna go school for 2x project meetings, hope i not burnt out by then. Hehe i know my God would sustain me through.
Oh muz remember to wash toilet too, getting a bit icky in there.
Hmmz, realised that I've got no more stories to tell, maybe this writer's block would mean this blog's death(oh my haha super bad rhyming again, i'm so addicted to doing this)=P
Okok, enuff lame jokes. Anyways, i guess that i'm too caught up with everything that i think i am deaf. Everybody is screaming and shouting, even myself, that it is so hard to listen to God's voice, which comes as a whisper and yet to all who seek Him, it is the most distinct. Maybe i've juz lost all sight of the cross.
Went to church today at 11am for the 2nd service, got 'kicked out' of chldren's church. Sister Lee Noi asked me to attend 2nd service instead, cuz i missed first service as i was giving stupid excuses to sleep in. came home early last nite, so no excuse. The service was good, the songs were old but good, the sermon was good, but sumting is missing. I juz dun sense the presense of God, i mean i do feel good, there is the nice tingling feeling u get when u worship, but my heart is distant. Am i juz putting on a facade? where is my heart?
For MINDS, yesterday was quite ok. Wow! His(can't put trainee's name) place was like wow. It was even featured in the newspaper before. They have a big pond, many herbs and beautiful paintings. His dad is amazing, painted beautiful paintings, he planted many herbs in tat garden, and even designed the irrigation around the house, the watering all use rainwater wan, and the pond also auto change water, again using rain water. The house designed to be cool and max lightting. I really got eye dun noe tai mountain(wanted to say tarzan). Heee, he(my trainee) prepared the french beans and some of the food.
After which, we went to mycofarm mushroom farm. Uhm nothing much to do there, but good thing i only plan 1 hr. The good news is that i got everyone up the bus in 5 min, (although a little trickery involved, not really intended though) the bad news is i left 1 volunteer behind. Again telling me The best laid plans of mice and men, i really havta learn to pray more and depend on God more.
There was a lot of happy things going on yesterday also, lots of nice sms, haha my sms super high with these nice sms-es. Heee, we've been smsing so much=P no money liao=P Hmmz, but i still need to stop and get bk my direction first. I dun wanna cause U these pains again, so i really have to take this time to juz be still and pray. Glad we settled things on friday, cuz when i saw U in class with those eyes, my heart broke. Then i knew for sure what a jerk i am. i'd been giving in to all sorts of temptations, anger, jealousy, lust, hatred. Lies are still being constructed, and i'm almost getting tricked still. Still highly immature and highly insensitive to the things of the spirit. Still selfish and ego. that's y i need to get things right with God now. I dun noe how long i'll take, even after this days, after the break, i may still withdraw to just get things right with God first.
Hmmz, cant seem to get silence with everybody juz shouting and shouting. Dad is away, mum is lonely so would keep finding us to talk, but sum times, i juz need sum silence, i noe isuper unfillial in tat sense, but i cannot keep listening always.
Work is all piled up, i'm ready to be buried 6 feet under with assignments.
All the more, I need to find back what i've lost, I need my God more with each new day, and i hope i'll learn to depend on Him.=)
Anyways, i dun noe how things would be, i dun noe what i have now, i dun even noe what is happening in the present cuz i super blur. What i do noe is tat God noes, and He will never let us down. As for me, i have to learn to throw away those lies and lust and jealousy and hatred the devil has planted in me. i also have to release the past. I noe i've been super hard on u and tat things have also been super hard for u. I wun promise u i'd always be here, cuz tat's wat the hot water bottle and the cd is for(KIDDING). Nar, i meant i dun like to promise things(haha tat's y u dun hear me promising much=P), i dun even like to say things for the future, juz let my actions say all and sit back knowing that through it all our God is in control. I need our GOd cuz i'd only make things spin outta ctrl, haha i wanna spin in control.
Have decided to use this cuz louder Piano.=) I need to be Still.
I love this song, especiallyy the Chet Baker in 87 wan. But sumhow Youtube removed all Chet Baker's stuff due to copyright and then this is the only stuff ican find, and a link to chet baker's rendition.
My Funny Valentine
Muahahahahahaha...dedicated to all those lovers out there.
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Primary School(92-97)
Presbyterian High School (98-2001)
Pioneer Junior College (2002-2003)
2 yrs lost in time
Nus Fass(2006-
D.O.B 15031985
