Hey princess, it's so short a time that i knew you and yet it seems like it's so long haha. Really thank God for this year and a few months. Wellz what i really want to say is HAPPYHAPPYHAPPY BIRTHDAY PRINCESS. Thank you for the great party and great CAKE. REally Really NICe Cake. Muahahaha Also thanks for being such a dear friend. My prayer for you as you grow into a lovely young lady is that you'd always have that innocent girl in you. Happiness, elegance, sweetness, beauty, and lastly but the most important: a Heart after Our Lord's own. These will follow you all of your days.
I just realised that i really really really like being alone. Was walking back to the bottom of the hill after FT today. Super nice weather, cooling nice breeze. hehe dun wanna compose bad poetry for this. Then was humming and singing. But the part I really really loved was just being silent and listening to the tranquil of the night resounding in my mind. Have had a lot of work to do for quite some time already. Some i didn't do(hahaha my CDA proj i have been super slack) Others i wanna put off, but my nature cannot. Thank God that despite having lots of things to do, I am never busy. Have forgotten what it is like to be busy in the army. God has shown me that no matter how much work i have, it will always be done well somehow. i'd get the help i need and the wisdom. Ok I Digressed. Have been doing lots of things alone for some time. Running, cycling, swimming, gym-ing. Even some of the times i meet friends for lunch, i am still alone. In my own world where i rest. It's so nice to be alone once again. Not that I dun enjoy my company of friends, just tat i like to have my silent moments. SUMTING NOONE WILL BELIEVE- I'M ACTUALLY A QUIET PERSON, AN INTROVERT(MUAHAHAHAHA) at least according to personality tests. Just that when you are alone, you will not be lonely. So many people around spend lots of time with lots of people, but as most of it is just QUANTITY time and not QUALITY time, they end up feeling lonely. THere is nothing like quantity with no quality that can bring out the deepest lonliness in people. Take some time to spend some QUALITY time, spend it with God. I dun mean in just reading your bibles or worshipping. Just take time to be silent before Our Lord. Take time to just be still and enjoy the peace. I know this sounds a bit like quiet time, but honestly how many people do their quiet time and is their quiet time really quiet or has it been so many things like must read finish a chapter of the bible or some devotion material. Those are good but this is different. BE ALONE
All things work for the Good of those who place their hope in the LordBeen a funny week of ups and downs. Wun say that I'm tired or wat, cuz i really dun noe. But have been quite lost especially since after taking post as the project director of Minds@Yck. It's not a tough job, just tat i'm not sure i want to carry on the direction we're going. So far, all i have been doing is following the old traditions. Thus, each session seems like just another session and i seem to just scrape past each time. I know I've not been commiting it to the Lord, which is an irony as I said that I would commit all aspects of my term to the Lord. Will have a meeting soon to discuss the direction and changes we would take. Of course it has been quite rewarding also, like when i went to fetch one of the kids from his own, he was delighted to see me, also when another kid held my arm to run together for games, it was all so amazing.
Been quite lost for school work too, can't focus much due to fatigue. Though physically and emotionally still able, I'd confess that i was quite spiritually drained. This is like above, tat i've not been commiting my issues to the Lord. Been praying for all around so much so tat i forgot myself. Sometimes when we lighten other's burdens, we forget that our burdens would also bring us down, we have to seek the Lord to lighten ours too.
Lost my swimming stuff yesterday, was super super sianz especially since my goggle were new and such. Was really really melancholic, woebegoned,(enough from my thesaurus muahahaha). Was praying about it, and was quite down. As usual, my impudent self asked God for a sign that I'm not alone and tat all things are in His hands. After tat, a fren came on MSN to ask me help her do survey(uhm not exactly what i had in mind), so i just helped her and after which my Lord just told me to take a rest, just sleep and leave everything in his Hands. Had many many weird dreams(nono not wet dreams, just weird, muahahahah). Each one telling me something about myself from other people's views. I was in third person of cuz. When i arose this morning, was kinda happy. Then Dawn told me she found my stuff. Thanks Girl for your encouragements over sms and also for helping me find back what i lost.
This song is from Ratatouille, SUPER GOODSTUFF. MUZ WATCH, I AM SO GONNA BUY THE DVD. really really love this song, think I'm gonna purchase some frenchfried CDs to listen to frenchtoasted songs.
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Primary School(92-97)
Presbyterian High School (98-2001)
Pioneer Junior College (2002-2003)
2 yrs lost in time
Nus Fass(2006-
D.O.B 15031985
