Tuesday, October 16, 2007
The Biggest Loner In The Whole Wide World
I just realised that i really really really like being alone. Was walking back to the bottom of the hill after FT today. Super nice weather, cooling nice breeze. hehe dun wanna compose bad poetry for this. Then was humming and singing. But the part I really really loved was just being silent and listening to the tranquil of the night resounding in my mind.
Have had a lot of work to do for quite some time already. Some i didn't do(hahaha my CDA proj i have been super slack) Others i wanna put off, but my nature cannot.
Thank God that despite having lots of things to do, I am never busy. Have forgotten what it is like to be busy in the army. God has shown me that no matter how much work i have, it will always be done well somehow. i'd get the help i need and the wisdom.
Ok I Digressed. Have been doing lots of things alone for some time. Running, cycling, swimming, gym-ing. Even some of the times i meet friends for lunch, i am still alone. In my own world where i rest. It's so nice to be alone once again. Not that I dun enjoy my company of friends, just tat i like to have my silent moments. SUMTING NOONE WILL BELIEVE- I'M ACTUALLY A QUIET PERSON, AN INTROVERT(MUAHAHAHAHA) at least according to personality tests.
Just that when you are alone, you will not be lonely. So many people around spend lots of time with lots of people, but as most of it is just QUANTITY time and not QUALITY time, they end up feeling lonely. THere is nothing like quantity with no quality that can bring out the deepest lonliness in people.
Take some time to spend some QUALITY time, spend it with God. I dun mean in just reading your bibles or worshipping. Just take time to be silent before Our Lord. Take time to just be still and enjoy the peace. I know this sounds a bit like quiet time, but honestly how many people do their quiet time and is their quiet time really quiet or has it been so many things like must read finish a chapter of the bible or some devotion material. Those are good but this is different. BE ALONE
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10/16/2007 11:24:00 PM
