ARGH!!!!! Havn't been able to sleep for the past few nights. Always can't seem to get comfortable. Uhm dun wry it's not cuz I'm upset or anything.. This is getting a bit jialat considering that Monday my first paper would be in the morn. And also I have 2 papers on Monday. If I can't correct this by today, wellz que sara sara. Been studying TS all week, finish reading Martin Eslin, but juz lightly touched the notes. Uhm dun really know if I am prepared, i seem to cover so little and know so little too. Can't seem to focus, partly due to the lack of proper sleep. Uhm this is not exam stress, cuz i dun get exam stress wan. Nonono, It's not becuz i know my stuff or i am prepared, juz tat i dun get exam stress cuz i dun really stress easily. Yeps not cuz i zhai, but cuz i'm weird. Wellz lying on my bed, all is still, haha i play lotsa sudoku while lying stilll waiting for the sandman. So my mind is occupied, and yet so much stuff float by. Past, present and future. What is my path and what have i been walking so far? Tomorrow would have an interview for children's church, yeps been helping out for close to 4 mths now, so would see where i can be allocated. Minds- main focus now on camp, can't get venue so far and failed to get letter from the school also. Haiz, my efficiency as PD is super low lor, can't get things going. So far, all my ideas are not implemented yet. Hope that they would go well once the exam break over. Been worrying lots about someone. Have not seen her for some time, and really really miss her. Dun noe if she is doing well. Though she assures me so, I still can't shake the nagging feeling that she is not. yups, juz a nagging feeling that she is unwell. Most of the time, this feelings are spot-on and it really really freaks me out. Wellz, can't do anything but pray. Yeps been praying lots for her. But really hope that i would know what's on with her life. Haha i quite pathetic rite! Things have been going really really well for me this week. I know it is truly by God's grace as i dun deserve any of it. Truly not by my works, but by grace. However, though i am grateful for his providence, I still am not really happy. I worry too much I think. Strange that i would worry for someone else more than myself. Haha, i know guys in NS would say that seow-on Ah Boey Tou Hao Le Mei(Head ok already) was already like tat, but that was juz i dun wanna leave anyone behind.
Hope all would be well and i would be able to sleep. Gotta shake this weird feeling and stop worrying. Needa start worrying about myself, haha why i so weird dun worry about self worry about others. Love this song, Rachel Stevens in S Club 7. Haha she looks so good Muahahaha(Hum Sup me mooning over pretty girl again, hehe regular skirt chaser, chao Buaya[smelly alligator]). OkOk gonna try sleep again. OooooH!My dog dreaming, heard him make weird noises again. Kk Nitez all! Muz catch 40 winks!! S Club 7- I Really Miss You
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Pioneer Junior College (2002-2003)
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