How much do you know the people you talk to? How much do you know your friends and loved ones? How much do you know the one you love?
Often we know when something is wrong, but know not why it is. We always keep silent for fear of hurting each other or causing each other awkwardness. I find that like every guy, i am super insensitive. often not making the effort to truly understand impt ppl ard me. I dun seem to know them well and as a result hurt them so again and again. i can't give them what they need nor what they want. And then i cause so much pain. so much misery and stress ensues all because i nvr shower the care and love they need.
Eh realise that my writing is getting worse and worse, probably due to a lack of practice.
Philophobia part 2 The lift door shuts and encapsules the couple within. Face to face, and yet no words were spoken. Gazing upon the both of them makes you wonder what has happened in happily ever after. This couple was once the most lovey-dovey people around. Their presense and actions would have filled the world with a warmth that incubates the people within giving them a sense of comfort. What has happened in their world indeed.
There were no quarrels, and there were no fights. Guy works from 9-5 and girl works from 9-5. He would wait for her earnestly at her workplace just to make sure that she is safe and also to enjoy her company. They would talk for no end as they are amongst the most affable people alive. What is really strange here is that the more they talk, the more they drift apart.
There was a period when the guy had to go abroad on assignment. They would call each other daily and fill each other with all sorts of sweet nothings. Their words, though simple, kept them close and causes a longing that can only be satiated by the presence of their better half. Truly absence makes the heart grow fonder. Spending hours on end talking about nothing at all, they grew so close together that they decided to make the most of their courtship. That is when they sealed each other's heart with a ring.
Years into the marriage, they talk to each other daily. The conversation got more and more serious, often concerning financial matters. They no longer talk about each other and their love divine. They speak of things they want to do and have. Their actions no longer match those of their words. They would say one thing and do another. Keeping the pain within, they close each other's heart. For the fear of hurting the one precious in them, they plunge the knife deeper, cutting them even more so. Silence followed and their loved ones eventually stopped guessing. Their intentions, though good, only serve to cause the other to be irate.
One day, they quarreled. It was the biggest fight ever. Both guy and girl burst open like a dam beyond its containment. Loud verbal abuse threatened the fabrics of their marriage which were already non-existent. All the hurts from the years were released, and then they both made up. They never felt more alive and more loved than that time in which they told each other th truth.
However, that feeling was only short-lived. After that day, they talk more and more. Conversations would be of each other and such, but it is strange that with each word spoken they grew more and more apart. They felt that they no longer knew each other. They did not assault each other with horrible words, but because of their care, they spoke with care. Each sentence explaining their behavior only serve to cause the big continental drift. Worlds apart and now even more so, they were talking to strangers in their houses.
The lift door shuts again, forcing the people within to be so close and yet so far. Strangers who have knew each other their entire lives, and yet know nothing of each other. They could predict each other's actions and when each other is down. Yet, they know not who each other is.
Kuo Chuan Presbyterian Primary School(92-97)
Presbyterian High School (98-2001)
Pioneer Junior College (2002-2003)
2 yrs lost in time
Nus Fass(2006-
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